He was tall, dark and handsome.He was standing in the crowd smiling,He was so focused on what he was doing because everyone was listening to him. He will laugh now and then his curves from the smile will give you goosebumps. He was dressed in simple all black.He was so captivating and gallant gentleman. He look excited,He enjoyed whatever he was talking about. Google what is a Alpha male? He was the definition of Alpha male. That was my crush Paul "Pillow" English. Pillow was his code name given by my friend Ndumie. When I say say code name I mean the name we used to call him even infront of people we can discuss about him. I used to call him Mr English because he use to say I have a body of black man but I white inside,I never asked what he meant. If we're talking about the werewolf I would say he was the Alpha of his pack "The Punishers" but no he was a human being. He was a corporate trainer and leader of the Punishers.

It been two weeks since I started. My name is Noxyie Nanna Shadow the girl who fall inlove at the first sight.I met a new friend in the office. We became friends because Natty is our trainer and we are in the same team,which was easy to friend her. Everyone thought we were some how related,they will ask if we were twins or sisters but strangely it was first time meeting each other. We were always together , everywhere in the office.

We were sales consultant doing direct marketing at the shops in Malls.One day as we were going out we came across Pillow who greeted us. "Hi are you guys twins". I was honestly getting tired of this question. I responded rude yes and we left him standing. Bontle was the girl whom everyone thought we were twins. One day waiting for Uber we decided to take pictures and I posted our picture on WhatsApp status. My aunt commented asking if Bontle was my father's child. I always thought the eyes were diceiving them but after that day I was confused myself because even my family was somehow convinced that we are related from my father's side.

Bontle was a wild and crazy girl.She had mind of her own. After work she will use public toilet to smoke weed.She had a tattoo on her back thighs and she loved short skirts.She was the first person to learn aboutbout my crush on Paul. One day we were leaving I was busy taking selfies ,Paul was behind me so I noticed with selfie I took it anyway. When Bontle saw the picture she was laughing. "You are photobombed by your own crush ,keep it maybe this will be first and last picture you would ever have with him" Bontle said. I was laughing. One day she didn't come to work. She didn't tell me so I decided to call her.

Nanna: "Babe are you okay,why didn't you come today "

Bontle: "I am not feeling well ,I will see you soon ,enjoy your day"

The call ended.I was bored on that day being alone. I was absent-minded trying to concentrate on the teaching ,when I heard the voice from my back "Hey ,why is your twin not at work today ,is she fine "

That was X the guy who was interested in every new girl who was new but Bontle didn't like him and she find him dirty and clumsy. "She ain't my twin you know and she stays here in town while I stay in another neighborhood,so I don't know why she didn't come"

I didn't like X either he had a girlfriend in the office but he was in denial of her. It was now time to leave for the field. I met up with Paul going with this girl ,they were always together,Bontle and I conclude that it was the girlfriend.

"You are alone today ,where is your twin". Paul asked. I responded. "She didnt come today" I was now getting tired and annoyed of the question everywhere I go. After that day Bontle never showed up to work again. She called me to say she is leaving for Cape Town. I was disappointed and bored because she was my close friend in that office.