Ten years later, when I was tortured by the evil, shame, and secret happiness between the Wang father and son, I always remembered the first time I walked into the Wang family's gate ten years ago.

The rain that day was very heavy, and the rumbling thunder seemed to tear heaven and earth apart.

"Mom, why are we here?" I grabbed the corner of my mother's clothes and asked in a low voice.

"Bai Xuan, be good. Don't talk to me later." As soon as her mother finished speaking, the iron gate opened and a middle-aged woman in her forties came out.

She stared at us fiercely. "My husband will let you in!"

"Thank you!" Her mother thanked her. She held me tightly in her arms and walked into the door, trembling with fear.

As soon as I entered the door, I felt a warm current coming straight at me. I couldn't help but shiver.

Sitting on the sofa in the hall was an uncle in his 30s or 40s. His eyes were very cold, which made me scared.

"Brother Yuewen!" Her mother took my hand and walked carefully to three meters away from him. She tried to smile and said, "Long time no see!"

"I am very surprised that you actually came to me!" The corner of the uncle's mouth showed a smile. His eyes swept over his mother, and finally fell on me. "Is this your daughter? She is very beautiful."

"Well, this is my daughter Bai Xuan. Bai Xuan, call Uncle Wang!" Her mother was very nervous and pushed me to call that man.

I was terrified when I looked at this uncle. His eyes were very evil, which made me very scared. I whispered, "Uncle Wang!"

Uncle Wang nodded to me casually and looked at my mother sarcastically. "Why are you in such a hurry to see me in such a weather? Are you just an old friend meeting me?"

Her mother bit her lip and said, "Brother Yuewen, I came here to beg you for something!" She burst into tears. "I know I'm sorry. I shouldn't have run away at the wedding. You were so nice to me, but I broke your heart. I'm sorry."

Uncle Wang shook his head as if he didn't care. "Don't mention the past. You didn't marry me. I'm living a good life now, right? Tell me, what are you looking for me today?"

I hid behind my mother and looked at Uncle Wang. I saw hatred in his eyes. He hated my mother.

"Brother Yuewen, you can blame me. You can hate me. You can do anything you want me to do now!" Mom took my hand and knelt down. "You can't promise me one thing. Please promise me."

Uncle Wang sat still and raised his eyebrows. "Tell me first. What's the matter?"

"Can you help me take care of Bai Xuan and adopt her as your daughter?" Her mother looked at him pleadingly. "Xuanxuan's father died in a car accident, and I have cancer. I'm already in the advanced stage, and I can't live for more than a few days."

Hearing her mother's words, Uncle Wang walked up to her and bent down to pinch her chin. "Tell me, as long as I adopt your daughter, you can do anything?"

I hated him pinching my mother's chin. I grabbed her clothes and called her in a low voice in fear, "Mom, mom!"

There were tears in her mother's eyes. She turned her head and said to me gently, Xuanxuan, don't be afraid.

Then, she raised her head and nodded to Uncle Wang. "Yes!"

Uncle Wang smiled and shouted, "Mom Yu, take this little girl to your servant room and give her something to eat!"

With a dark look on her face, Mrs. Yu came over and grabbed my arm. "Little devil, come with me!"

"Mom, I don't want it! I don't want to leave you!" I was so scared that I clutched my mother's clothes and refused to let go. I even cried and shouted.

"Bai Xuan, be a good girl!" Mother wiped my tears and kissed my face. "I'm fine. Aren't you hungry? There's delicious food here. You go to eat with this auntie first. I have something to tell this uncle. I'll find you later."

I shook my head desperately. I don't want to leave Mom. I'm afraid of Uncle Wang and Mom.

"Come with me!" Mother Yu was extremely impatient. She walked over and pulled Mother and me away.

When I looked back, I saw Uncle Wang's hand on my mother's shoulder.

Mom left me alone in the kitchen. I sat in the kitchen for a long time, cold and scared.

Suddenly, I seemed to have heard my mother's voice. It came from upstairs!

"Mom, mom!" I climbed up the stairs. My mom's voice seemed to be getting closer and closer, as if it came from a room, where there was still light. "Mom, where are you? Bai Xuan is afraid, Bai Xuan is so scared!"

Step by step, I approached the source of the light and gently pushed the door open. My mother's voice became clearer and clearer. "Well! Brother Yuewen... You have to keep your word!" My mother was crying, and her voice was strange, as if she was very sad.

"What I promised you will definitely be done. Open your legs a little." The man's voice was very rough and heavy, as if it was extremely comfortable and oppressive.

It was Uncle Wang's voice.

"Mom, Mom!" I stood at the door in a daze. Hearing my voice, Mom pushed Uncle Wang away, grabbed a shirt, put it on, and ran over to hug me.

"Bai Xuan, why are you here? Be good, Bai Xuan. You go out first!"

"Mom, is Uncle Wang bullying you? Mom, let's go to dad, okay? Let's go to dad, I want dad!" I cried and begged with mom in my arms. It was terrible here. She didn't want to be here, she didn't want to be here!

"Be good, Bai Xuan. Didn't I tell you? Dad went to a very far place. He won't come back!"

Mom explained to me with tears in her eyes.

Uncle Wang tutted impatiently and said to his mother, "It's really disappointing! Let her go!"

Her mother coaxed me with tears in her eyes. "Bai Xuan, go to your mother's place to sleep first. Xuanxuan, be good, okay?"

Mom's eyes were full of despair, and I was very sad. "Mom, you will come to me, won't you?"

Her mother nodded with tears in her eyes. "Bai Xuan, promise me, go out now and don't come in again."

I nodded and went out obediently. But when I looked back, I was still worried. The door was already opened. I had just taken a few steps when I saw a slender figure standing in front of me.

I couldn't see that person clearly. I only felt that he was older than me, and his eyes were terrible. His aura was also full of horror.

I was so scared that I kept shrinking back. I just wanted to escape.

"Did you see it inside just now? Is it fun?" The big brother's smile was very cruel. "You should keep watching and see what your mother is doing inside."

I'm so scared that I shake my head. This brother is so scary!

"You don't have any strength left? Really?" The terrible big brother grabbed me. "I'll take you to have a look. I'm sure you won't forget it for the rest of your life!"

"I won't go, I won't go!" "Mom doesn't want me to go. I want to listen to mom. I won't go!"

As if he didn't hear me, the big brother grabbed me. The thunder and rain outside were intertwined. I was afraid to struggle and cry, but he covered his mouth with his hand and couldn't make a sound.

I was dragged to the door of the room, and the door was gently pushed open. The terrible big brother held me in his arms and said, "Open your eyes. Let's see what your mother and my father are doing inside."

I didn't want to see anything, but I still saw what was going on inside!

I saw that her mother was naked. Her legs were wide open, and Uncle Wang was moving on her. Her mother's face was very pale, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes. Her mother was crying. She was very sad and painful! She wanted to save her mother. She wanted to save her mother!

I tried hard to push him away, but he was so strong that I couldn't push him away at all. Mom was screaming, and there was a strange sound. Didn't she feel very uncomfortable? But now, I saw her face turning red, and her hand was holding the uncle's neck.

"You are so pitiful to have such a slutty mother. Look at her. No matter how intoxicated she is, you will be the same as her in the future." The voice behind me seemed to come from hell, and I was afraid that my whole body would tremble.

No, no! I don't understand what you mean, brother. But I know that's terrible!

Suddenly, it was bright downstairs, and the door creaked open.

There was a loud thud from her mother. "Madam, you're back. Sir brought his men upstairs."

This person was the hostess of this house, Wang Yuewen's wife, Zhang Shuqin. Hearing her mother's words, Zhang Shuqin immediately understood. Her expression changed. She handed the salute to the servants and walked upstairs in high heels.

Hearing the noise downstairs, the big brother let go of me, and a strange smile appeared on his face.

"Thump, thump, thump!" A middle-aged woman in a gray suit came over to us. The big brother looked at the middle-aged woman and went back to his room without saying anything or greeting her.

The door was also opened, and her mother ran out in a panic. When she saw me at the door, her face was pale. "Bai Xuan, I told you to leave. Why are you here?"

Before she finished her words, the middle-aged woman had already walked up to us and looked down at us. "Hey, isn't this pure jade? I haven't seen you for many years. I didn't expect you to appear in our house."

"Shuqin, aren't you coming back tomorrow?" Uncle Wang also came out with a flushed face. His shirt and buttons had been twisted wrong.

"If I hadn't come back tonight, I wouldn't have run into such a wonderful show!" The middle-aged woman was still smiling, looking at me and her mother with a pair of phoenix eyes. " decisionsyu, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Let's go downstairs to the living room to talk!"

Her mother smiled awkwardly and did not speak.

The middle-aged woman reached out her hand, pulled her up, and looked at me again. "Is this your daughter? She's pretty, as pretty as you were when you were young!"

As she spoke, she glanced at Uncle Wang. "Yuewen, am I right? The old and the young are all beauties."

Hearing her words, Uncle Wang suddenly grinned. His smile made me shudder.

Three months later, her mother passed away.

Before she died, she had been holding my hand. "Xuanxuan, promise me that you will live a good life. No matter what happens, you must learn to endure and live a strong life."

"Mom, mom!" Lying on my mother's body, I sobbed so hard that I couldn't say a word.

Promise me, Xuanxuan, promise me. You must live well, bear with it and be strong!

I nodded hard.

At that time, I didn't know that the word "bear" would make me suffer so much.

In the Wang family, I was temporarily arranged to live in the most remote corner on the second floor.

It was yet another rainy night. The sound of thunder rumbled, as if it was going to tear apart heaven and earth.

I curled up into a ball and was still afraid. Since I was a child, I was most afraid of thunder and lightning.

I cried, "Mom! Mom! Xuanxuan's so scared!"

She didn't know how long she cried. Suddenly, the door opened and a ray of light came down.

I looked up. It's him, that big brother, Wang Zeyang, Uncle Wang's son.

He stood in front of me and looked at me coldly. "It's so noisy!"

After that, he ignored me and went straight upstairs.

I was so scared that I followed him without thinking. I followed him to the door of his room.

He stopped and looked at me. "Go back to your room. Don't think that I'm here to visit you. Your voice is so harsh that I can't sleep."

After he finished speaking, he ignored me, went straight in, and closed the door.

The thunder outside is still loud. I'm afraid that I'll be alone in the room.

At least, there was another person in this place.

I leaned against the door and sat down. Although the person inside was also a bad guy, at least he was not as scary as the demons in the darkness. I hugged my knees and wanted to sleep. Suddenly, the thunder came down again. I was so scared that I trembled and leaned against the door.

The door creaked from the impact of my trembling body.

Suddenly, the door opened from behind. I was caught off guard and rolled into the room.

Wang Zeyang stared at me on the ground for a while, cursed in a low voice, and turned back to the bed.

I was surprised to find that he didn't want to drive me away. I slowly got up.

On the bed, Wang Zeyang said impatiently, "The sofa over there is for you to sleep on. Go to the bathroom and wash yourself. There's an old T-shirt inside. Don't dirty my sofa."

Great, I don't need to stay here alone! I was afraid that he would go back on his word, so I found his bathroom, washed it simply, wiped my wet hair, and climbed to the sofa.

His sofa was very big, and it was more than enough for him to sleep with me. There was a French window in his room, and a bolt of lightning struck down. I was so scared that I almost cried. I hugged my body and sobbed in a low voice. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fall asleep peacefully.

"If you want to move again, get out of here!" Wang Zeyang roared.

I was so frightened that I didn't dare to move anymore. I curled up in the corner of the sofa and shivered.

Probably because I looked too pitiful, Wang Zeyang stared at me for a while and suddenly said, "Go to bed, but if you dare to move, I will throw you out directly."

I thought I heard it wrong. I thought Wang Zeyang was annoying, but now I don't think he's that scary.

I jumped off the sofa and climbed onto his big bed carefully. As soon as I climbed onto the bed, Wang Zeyang grabbed my hair and pulled the tissue at the head of the bed. He roughly wiped my hair until there was no more water. "Don't wet my bed."

My scalp hurt because of him, but I felt inexplicably warm. I lay down obediently and hid behind him.

It was too warm and comfortable under the quilt, and the thunder and lightning outside seemed not so terrible. I said in a low voice, "Thank you!"

Wang Zeyang turned his back to me and said coldly, "Don't think that I sympathize with you. It's you who quarrel at the door and I can't fall asleep. I don't want you to quarrel and sleep with me. I have exams tomorrow!"

I lay down obediently and didn't dare to make any noise.

Soon, I fell asleep.