PROLOGUE...

　　I shook in the cold I now understood what they all meant by I was worthless and a disgrace, I have nowhere to go tonight as it was Christmas Eve. I hated my life since I lost every single thing over wrong accusation, how could they claim I killed my children when I was the one who carried them for nine months then suddenly they would say 'hey Skye you poisoned your kids '.

　　Yes that just sounds even worse saying it than thinking about it at all. Okay so you are wondering what the I am talking about, well then I will start from where it all began, before I lost everything.

　　It was five years ago when I was one of the happiest people on the planet I was married to a perfect man the best you could ever find, I loved him and kissed the path he walked on. By that I mean without him I was nothing but a banned existence. You understand no one can be truly happy without enemies, you can guess those who I was a bane of their existence. If you can't I will gladly tell you the people who hates my guts; they are... *Drum roll*

　　His Mother, His Sister and her poisonous snake best friend.

　　They were against our dating and marriage as they did anything and everything to sabotage it but it didn't work that was till they did the worst any man could ever do.

　　They destroyed me, broke me, trampled on me including any terrible thing you can think of.

　　Well my husband loved children and when we had married for a year he became worried that we couldn't have a child of our own as his mother and sister decided to stress on that issue more, the truth was that I had a big secret I never told Claude about before our wedding.

　　When I was younger I fell terribly sick as my testosterone produced was very low compared to my oestrogen level as every human both male and female have both oestrogen and testosterone hormones within their system. It's Just that in males testosterone are higher than oestrogen while in females oestrogen produced are higher than the testosterone. During that time the doctor found out that within my body was abnormal, during the ultrasound he noticed I had a womb that was connected to my anal cavity yet purely not my anal cavity.

　　My mom stared at me in disgust, it wasn't like she liked me before this revelation, but my dad and twin sister Sasha were the most supportive. My father asked if it would affect my ability to impregnate a woman and the doctor said it wouldn't if I start taking hormone pills to balance my body system.

　　I didn't tell my dad then that I was gay but I was both happy and terrified by having the ability to carry a new life within me.

　　For a while I was on pills till I finally graduated by then because male pregnancy wasn't too rare but rare and I was one of the luck gay men

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who could reproduce so I decided to surprise him after a year of our marriage by getting pregnant since I had been taking oestrogen pills to increase my chance of pregnancy

　　Soon enough I got pregnant and was able to surprise him as he cried in happiness, watching a grown man cry was funny and cute. Few months into the pregnancy I found out we were having a set of twins but we decided to keep the sex a secret till they were born, I had finally given birth to a boy and a girl who we named Mira and Milo.

　　His mother, sister and sister's best friend were angry but pretended to be happy in front of him while at the same time they harassed me when he wasn't looking and I always gave them a sassy response and walk away with a wide grin as they boil in anger and I never told my husband.

　　They finally succeeded in removing the sassiness and happiness from my life when they decided to play the craziest stunt that left mental shadows for me. That fateful day three years after my babies were born they came over to visit claiming they wanted to see my kids. Me being a nice person

and because I was planning to tell my husband the good news about our being pregnant again

I let them in then went ahead to bring them juice and serve myself juice too, then my mother in law said I should bring my babies since she hasn't seen them for a month and I didn't suspect anything as I rushed to their room to wake them up and take them to their grandma.

　　"There you are babies, aw I miss you both" She cooed at them happily as I sat down before picking up my cup of juice. My sister in law watched her mom with fear in her eyes, as her friend scowled at me before smiling deviously. What did they want to do.

　　"Gwandma" they giggled as she tickled them before they decided they wanted to sit with me as they ignored the rest of them, I was about to sip my drink when Mira stretched her hand for my juice and her brother copied her. They always take out of my cup even if it was water so I saw no reason in not giving them, as they both drank out of the cup I heard collective gasp from the women siting opposite.

　　"What?" I asked as I noticed them look at me in panic but smiled claiming they had an appointment they almost forgot about as they rushed away promising when they were done they would come to visit more often, shaking my head at them I decided to see them off to make sure they don't plant any bomb in my car. As I walked back to the house I heard a scream from my maid.

　　Rushing back in I saw my kids convulsing on the floor as salivary foam formed in their mouth, I looked at Rosa my maid as she was crying.

　　"TELL THE DRIVER TO GET THE CAR TO THE FRONT NOW" I screamed as she rushed out, I picked them as I prayed within my spirit for them to be alright. No this is not happening it can't be happening. The drive to the hospital was long and filled with my cries and whimpers for my babies to be fine.

　　The hospital finally came into view as the driver helped me carry milo and I carried Mira, soon enough they were in the operation theatre as the doctors struggled to save them. I had called my husband who rushed down to the hospital, as he saw me he hugged me asking what had happened I could only explain that I met them convulsing on the floor and foam forming at the side of their mouth.

　　The worse finally came to the worse, the doctor told me I had lost them both and that was when the world crashed down on me and I was numbed to all the sound around me. The doctor had said they couldn't have survived either way since they were poisoned by a strong chemical substance that I didn't care to listen, the police soon checked the house only to find my cup of juice still containing the same chemical that had killed my children.

　　The police checked if there was another finger print so it was just mine, my husband looked at me in anger, disgust and sudden hatred as he told them to take me away since I could kill our children and then fake tears before him so I wouldn't be a suspect. I begged and cried as I told him I was innocent as the visit of his mom never came to mind.

　　Soon I found myself in front of the court as the judge sentenced me to 10 years in prison with a two million dollars bail, my mom and elder brother looked happy but then shook their head in disappointment as they took me away. I knew no one believed me and I wasn't ever going to get a bail even if they could afford it, it hurts to know the people who you believed loved you are the first to destroy your only hope. My dad seemed to have gone a business trip to open a new branch in country Y which would be almost a year long. My twin was on her usual adventure. No one was there to save me.

　　I was beaten every day the first week of my stay in prison both by the guards and the prisoners claiming I was a scum and one day they finally took the only hope I had away from me.

　　They had beaten me as usual and I always tried to protect my baby but that day I had no luck as they stabbed me and left me to bleed, I lost consciousness . When I woke up I was in the clinic part of the prison with a nurse looking at me with sad eyes before it changed cold as she noticed I was awake the rushed away to call who I'm guessing is the doctor. The woman looked at me as she rolled her eyes before writing down something on her clip board.

　　"Why am I here" I asked with a hoarse voice as she smiled.

　　"You were stabbed but survived as you can see your baby died" she said as my heart sank, I have lost another child as she chuckled.

　　"You don't have to fake tears we all know how you killed your children so now at least the child has an escape from you" with that said she walked away muttering about how we killers don't deserve children.

　　I lost the reason to live but I was then released five years before my sentence ended as the guards said it was because some fool decided to bail me out and if it was up to them they would have let me die in prison.

　　I didn't know who released me since they never showed so I started looking for a new life.

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