What did it feel like to sleep with a different man?
"Is it particularly enchanting to sleep with a fierce man?"
The night music made one's body exceptionally sensitive. The rotten night, the creaking bed, the man and woman who were like the clouds and the rain, and the entanglement of the desire for immortality and death. Desire controlled the soul, which was the instinct of human nature.
I can't be free from the secular world. I should have professional ethics as a mistress, but I'm not professional. I'm always looking forward to it and waiting. I don't dare to open my legs. I'm afraid that I won't be able to close them as soon as I let them go.
When I was sixteen, I came to Shanghai with people. I was a layman and had no ID card. It was hard to find a job. I picked up trash and lived in a cave. I couldn't recall the past.
In the midst of hunger and coldness, Lyu Yan walked into my life, wearing a seductive red tight cheongsam. "Follow me, and I'll let you have a good time."
She was the mommy of the Bai Le Sect in Shanghai, and she had a group of young ladies with her.
In this way, I became the princess of the Bai Le Sect.
Men were just like that. A wife was not as good as a concubine. It was better to steal. It was better to steal than to steal.
They liked to play with young, pure, ignorant of the ways of the world, and abnormal hobbies. Women became the capital for them to show off. They always talked about whether a certain someone was still a virgin or not. A certain place had no hair at all, and the back of a certain person was full of joy...
I saw a lot of women at the beginning and the ending. I knew that I had to tie a man up so that he could not eat whatever he wanted. If he ate you with a little money, then you would be worthless. client, you, Bai Le Sect would let you receive a large number of people. You would receive less than a small employee if you were tied up by more men one day. Since you became a young lady, why did you have to build a chastity memorial arch? I wanted to put a long queue to catch big fish, which was to let you watch and drool and make you unable to fall asleep. I also wanted to hook your eyes. Compared with those girls who took off underwear because of a little money, it was easier for me to get men's attention. In a short time, I became the most popular princess of Bai Le Sect.
In order to save face, some guests said, "Wen Jing? That girl is fucking serious. She has a water snake waist, twisting and twisting. I did it seven times a night, but she didn't want it. It's so wonderful."
"Just you? I've spent hundreds of thousands of yuan, and I've only touched her hand once. You're bragging."
There were many women in the Bai Le Sect, and the competition was fierce. I was very popular and wore high-end goods. Lyu Yan always asked them to learn from me, but I was not happy. I still hoped that one day I could find a home and have a home, so I kept my bottom line.
"When I met bullies, men who mingled with society, and children of the officialdom, I was beaten a lot. It seemed that I was in pain, so I felt that I was alive. I was desperate in the school of joy."
I thought that I would rely on my youth and beauty to spend my time, but I didn't expect to meet him in the second year of the Bai Le Sect.
That was the night after the heavy rain in summer. I went to the toilet three times to dig out the wine in my stomach. After work, I walked out of Bai Le Gate and was a little hungry. I was used to coming to a shed by the Huangpu River to order a small bowl of noodles. I liked to sit at a small table near the river. I could not only blow the salty wind along the river, but also see the deep feelings between the old landlady and the boss. The boss always did not allow the landlady and the landlady to stand by the hot pot. He always had a silly smile on his face.
I finished my noodles and walked alone by the river. Standing under the big tree that looked like they were hugging each other, I took out a cigarette and smoked a few mouthfuls. Tonight, there was no exception. I lit the cigarette and looked at the high eastern pearl in the smoke ring. The neon light was flashing, the paper was intoxicating, and the remaining lipstick stuck to the white cigarette, revealing the vicissitudes of life.
"Bang bang—"
A few shots scared away the cigarette in my finger, and there was another person beside me. Then I heard a shout not far away, "Chase him. He's injured. He can't run away."
The man was tall and full of hostility. He whispered in my ear, "If you want to live, cooperate with me."
As soon as I raised my hand, I felt a wet scholar. At such a close distance, his face was very pale, but his eyes were very deep and bottomless. I couldn't help but look down. I accidentally saw a lump of wet black on his chest, and the smell of blood was strong.
"You... are injured." I looked at him in shock and couldn't help but feel a little scared. There were many underground organizations in Shanghai, but I had never seen a gunshot wound. I couldn't help but guess his identity.
He just glanced at me, and then a black shadow fell and kissed my lips directly. His big palm was a little cold on my chest, and his other hand wrapped around my waist. He stood on the side of the big tree with his back to the light.
"No one."
"How could there be no one? I clearly saw him running in this direction."
"At this time, there are still people coming out to fight in the field," another man said, his tone full of evil.
A group of people stood in front of me. I clearly felt that his hand paused on my chest, but it began to touch me in an instant. I was very anxious because I was afraid that I would find that I was with the people they were looking for, and I would become a nameless corpse in the Huangpu River.
"Yes, yes."
I whispered and gasped, "Boss... Let's get a room... I only charge one hundred..."
Hearing what I said, the man slowed down, and the people not far away came to us. I lowered my head and deliberately rubbed against the big tree behind me a few times, dirtying my clothes. I touched the big tree hard with my hands, smeared the dirt and black things on the man's back, face, and head, and then scratched his hair. "I just caught a cold. There are a few hadts on my face, and there are no whites."
The distant light shone on the faces of those people. They felt disgusted, and their eyes were not so sharp. They said to us from a certain distance, "Hey, did you see an injured man pass by?"
I didn't answer him. Instead, I snorted.
The man did not kiss me again. He held me tightly with his hands, and his lips fell on my chest through my clothes. His movements were very fierce, and no one could tell that he was injured at all. On the contrary, it made people feel that he was very anxious.
"I'm asking you."
I looked up at them in fear and pointed over there. Those people immediately ran away. As soon as they left, my legs went soft and I leaned against the trunk.
"They're gone," I said weakly.
The man let go of me and stared at me with his black eyes full of oppression.
"Are you Miss?" The man's voice was a little low, and there was no emotion in it.
I don't want to get into trouble and nod. I'm indeed a young lady.
"What's your name?"
Judging from his extraordinary momentum, he must not be an ordinary person. I couldn't see his dirty face clearly. I casually said a name, "Yu'er."
However, it was this mistake that made me suffer an unbearable pain.