I had been living a peaceful life for two years, but that day, it was shattered.
Just as I returned home from work, even before I had the opportunity to turn on the lights, I was forcefully shoved onto the wall. The next thing I knew, a powerful and ferocious kiss came sweeping over me, muffling the scream that was about to escape from my lips.
I tried to bite in retaliation as soon as our teeth clashed, but the man seemed to anticipate my action; his fingers gripped my chin like a vice, prohibiting my mouth from closing.
I lifted my foot to kick him with all my might, but my leg was caught by his large hand. His palm was hot, exceptionally so, and I could feel the astounding heat even through a layer of fabric, causing my leg to go weak, almost to the point of giving away.
The man was pressed against me closely, his tall figure completely imprisoning me, his hot breaths brushing my ears.
In the darkness, there was a click; the sound of a buckle being undone! My heart plummeted in despair at the ominous sound.
"Mu Chuchu, you sure made me look hard for you," the man's voice echoed in my ear.
Jiang Tiansheng!
At that moment, I didn't know whether to feel relief or fear.
Relief because it was him, not some other man.
Fear because I had been hiding from him for two years, and during these two years, I had been constantly fearing his return. He had finally found me.
My heart skipped beats wildly as my fingers grabbed subconsciously, but other than the cold wall, I found nothing to grasp.
His hand rested on my waist, subtly moving upward, his callous hands lightly scraping my skin and causing shivers to run up my spine, a tingling sensation crept up from my tailbone, causing my entire body to relax involuntarily.
He wedged his leg in between mine, supporting my body and preventing me from sliding down further.
I grasped his hands, which were freely roaming all over my body, and pleaded with him: "Brother Tiansheng, please...don't..."
"Don't call me brother, it makes me feel as if I'm committing incest," he said with a body burning hot but words freezing cold.
I couldn't see his expression, but just imagining the icy indifference on his face as if bitten by a bug, sent waves of persistent pain surging through my heart.
My hands were clasped behind me, and I was forced to lean my body back, bringing me somehow even closer to him.
Struggling a little, his breath suddenly deepened a lot, hot air sprayed on my face. I had a vague sense that he was desperately longing for something.
When I realized what he wanted to do, my heart was pounding wildly. Just about when I wanted to beg for mercy, he brutally invaded me, filling me completely in an instant.
I couldn’t help but let out a stifled moan.
Under his wild assault, I crumbled, holding onto him just to keep from sinking.
"Really should let your damn father see, how slutty is his precious daughter under me."
He abruptly lifted my leg high and pushed himself fully into me.
A great shock hit my heart!
Jiang Tiansheng, how dare he utter such words in front of me?
Since my father brought him back to the Mu family, he was treated as an heir, better than a younger brother. Sometimes I even thought he was my father's biological son. But what did my father's years of teaching and nurturing get in return?!
He's nothing but a white-eyed wolf that feeds off people without spitting out the bones!
"Jiang Tiansheng! Let me go!" I struggled desperately, wildly beating him, but my pitiful strength was nothing in front of him.
With a single hand he restrained me, pressing my body down, causing me to take on a prone posture.
I felt like a bitch, a great sense of humiliation engulfing me.
However, under his provocations, I moaned uncontrollably.
The more my body revels in pleasure, the deeper my heart plunges into despair.
"Ah!" Under his relentless onslaught, I couldn't help but cry out.
"Your screams are loud, soundproofing is not exactly ideal in this room."
Jiang Tiansheng’s devilish voice once again resonated in my ear, causing me to hurriedly clamp down on my lip, but my tears flowed freely and silently.
"Why? The one who deceived me, who owes me, is you. Why are you treating me this way!” I couldn’t hold back anymore, my teeth sinking into his shoulder.
He obtained everything he wanted, but why wouldn’t he let me go?!
Hatred gave birth to my courage, and I bit into his flesh stubbornly, not letting go even I tasted the bitterness of blood.
“So, how can you leave when I have not made up for it?”
His body seemed to stiffen, followed by even more ruthless movements, as if he wanted to kill me. His actions directly contradicted his words.
I closed my eyes, despair spreading in my heart.
I didn't know how long it had been before he finally stopped. With a click, the harsh light pierced through, causing me to instinctively close my eyes, and I couldn’t help but shed physical tears.
Jiang Tiansheng pulled away, looking as prim and proper as ever, while me, I was in a complete mess.
I shrank into a ball of misery, wishing I could disappear into the ground.
He squatted down in front of me, pinched my chin, forcing me to look at him. Through my tear-blurred vision, his usually cold face seemed to have softened somewhat, giving rise to a flicker of hope within me.
There was a time when he couldn't bear to see me shed a single tear, and he would always capitulate unconditionally every time I cried.
Whether it was when I was a mischievous child who broke my father's cherished antique, or when I climbed a tree and cried out because I couldn't get down, Jiang Tiansheng was always the first to step forward to take responsibility for my mistakes and guard my vulnerability.
So, even after he destroyed my home, my memories were still filled with his doting figure, hoping that my tears could awaken him from my memories.
Could his deliberate decision to not turn on the lights earlier signify that he still couldn't bear to part with me?
However, it turned out that I was wrong, utterly and completely.